Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Standing Bare


I usually don't like taking down the Christmas tree. It seems a shame to remove such a beautiful thing from our house. But this year we had a "mission" while stripping the ornaments. . .we were going to count how many were on the tree.

A friend had asked me before Christmas how many ornaments were on the tree, and I didn't have any idea. At one time (when life seemed to provide more time), I had all my ornaments cataloged as to where they came from. I'm afraid even if I could find that list now, it would be woefully out of date.

So my daughter and I set about to remove the ornaments and set them in piles according to their type, so that we could count them. In the end, we had 736 ornaments on our tree. 146 of those are "memento" type ornaments.

If you read the post about my trip to Savannah as an eighteen-year-old young woman, Santas, concert tickets and the lady in Savannah..., you know why our tree has 27 tickets on it, or seven handprints made by children now grown and grandchildren yet to finish growing.

It has mementos from vacations, trips, birthdays (several important birthday candles grace the tree, 16, 18, 40, 50). Miniature copies of wedding invitations and graduation announcements dangle from the branches along with footprint buttons celebrating the births of several babies. Decorating and un-decorating the tree is an opportunity in reliving all those events.

Finally though, the tree was empty except for who knows how many lights. As I sat looking at the bare tree, I thought about how it now looked like any other Christmas tree. It was simple, plain and pared down to the essence. It had been stripped of everything that made it unique and different.

Then the thought hit me, as bright in my heart as the light from those tree lights, one day we will all stand, stripped of all we think makes us unique, different and special. Everything we use to adorn ourselves will be taken off and we will stand alone before our Creator to give account.

Male and female, rich and poor, educated and illiterate, powerful and powerless, smart and simple. . .all will give an account, and the question will be "What have you done with my Son, The Lord Jesus Christ?"

For those who have rejected the Lord Jesus throughout their lifetime, they will face a Righteous judge who will look to see if they have ever placed their faith in His Son who sacrificed all for their salvation. The Scriptures tell us that "whosoever is not found written in the book of life will be cast into the lake of fire."


Thankfully, if we have entered into a personal relationship with the Lord Jesus, we will stand before a kind Father whose heart "delighteth in mercy". The blood of Christ will shine over us and He will see us through that Sacrifice that was perfectly made once and forever, accepted in our stead for eternity.

Next to us will be the pile of actions and deeds we have amassed throughout our lifetime. Oh, what a towering pile it will be, for we like to be busy! The good, the bad and the ugly, all piled together waiting to make a huge bonfire. In an instant, the fire of judgment will burn away everything that was not done with a pure heart, a true motive. Those things done after the flesh will spark and burn as wood, hay and stubble. Only those true things will remain as gold, silver and precious stones. I often wonder how tiny will be my little pile!

Even as we shed tears at the loss, at what we might have presented to the Lord through our actions and deeds, the Scriptures tell us that "every man will have praise of God" and that "God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes". What a comfort!

So as we travel our days affixing to ourselves those ornaments to cover our bare branches and to make us feel as if we are special from our fellow man, let us remember, the day comes when we stand bare before the True and Living God.

It reminds me of this old poem by CT Studd,

“Two little lines I heard one day,Traveling along life’s busy way;
Bringing conviction to my heart,And from my mind would not depart;

Only one life, ’twill soon be past,Only what’s done for Christ will last.

Only one life, yes only one,Soon will its fleeting hours be done;
Then, in ‘that day’ my Lord to meet,And stand before His Judgement seat;


Only one life,’twill soon be past,Only what’s done for Christ will last.


Only one life, the still small voice,Gently pleads for a better choice
Bidding me selfish aims to leave,And to God’s holy will to cleave;

Only one life, ’twill soon be past,Only what’s done for Christ will last.


Only one life, a few brief years,Each with its burdens, hopes, and fears;
Each with its clays I must fulfill,living for self or in His will;

Only one life, ’twill soon be past,Only what’s done for Christ will last.

When this bright world would tempt me sore,When Satan would a victory score;
When self would seek to have its way,Then help me Lord with joy to say;

Only one life, ’twill soon be past,Only what’s done for Christ will last.

Give me Father, a purpose deep,In joy or sorrow Thy word to keep;
Faithful and true what e’er the strife,Pleasing Thee in my daily life;


Only one life, ’twill soon be past,Only what’s done for Christ will last.

Oh let my love with fervor burn,And from the world now let me turn;
Living for Thee, and Thee alone,Bringing Thee pleasure on Thy throne;

Only one life, “twill soon be past,Only what’s done for Christ will last.

Only one life, yes only one, Now let me say,”Thy will be done”; And when at last I’ll hear the call, I know I’ll say “twas worth it all”;
Only one life,’twill soon be past, Only what’s done for Christ will last.
"



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Saturday, January 2, 2010

A New Year, a Promise of Potential

There are some new things that I just love.


I love a new purse. I love taking my things out of the old one and deciding how they will fit in the new one. I love the feel of a new purse and getting used to how it feels on my shoulder.


I love a new calendar, it is the promise of all the days ahead and all the potential of all those days.


I love a new Bible. Years ago when I was given a new study Bible, someone told me it was important to take the time to turn every page. This was so that you wouldn't accidentally tear a page if they stuck together. I believe I have done that with every Bible I have been given since then. A new Bible is like holding the most precious of gifts and realizing you hold in your hand more potential for growth and truth than you could ever know in a thousand lifetimes.


I love a new pen. I just love pens, but especially a new pen. Writing with it, learning the little secrets every pen has --if I hold it this way it scratches some on the paper, if I hold it that way, it tends to skip.


I love a new journal. I love journals and have several of them that I use for different topics. I love to wait until I know exactly what I will use that journal for. I like wondering what will happen to them long after I am gone, if anyone will ever read them or if they will just end up in the trash, or in a box stored away in someone's attic.


As much as I love new things, I love old things too. I love having something that I know has been much handled and loved. I love looking at an old book knowing that hand after hand has turned the same pages I am turning and reading the same words that I am reading.

Christmas ballImage by mag3737 via Flickr



I love my old Christmas ornaments. I have some ornaments on our tree that I put on my trees as a young girl. I love to think about how many times I might have looked at my own reflection in those shiny balls.


This marriage of old and new, it is a beautiful theme, respecting what has come before, but appreciating the new as well.

So with that frame of mind, I look toward a new year. A potential of promise and hope, a year of expectancy. I expect to see the Lord work mightily in my life, in the lives of my family members, in my country, in all those things that burden, concern or frequent my heart.

I will look at the little blocks on the calender with two words in the back of my mind, "Expect God".

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Friday, January 1, 2010

To Face the Truth

I guess I have to face the truth. . .the boats are in storage for a while. The air and water temperature are both 32 degrees. It will be awhile before the water is warm enough for either of us to brave sitting in it.

Now it will just be watching the temperature to see it come up gradually. I know we will be out by April because I have read that the wild irises bloom in Conway creek in April and produce a gorgeous display of bright pink blossoms. So, I'll keep my eye on the water temp and we'll be back when the water is a little warmer!

A Mother's Heart in War . . . Day 81, August 26, 2004

The Friday entries of "The Powder Room" are currently from a journal which I started when we found out our son was going to be deployed with the United States Marine Corps to Iraq. The journal was not written with the intention that it would ever be read by anyone else, much less published in any way. There are feelings in the journal that are deep and true and I wasn't sure at first I wanted to share them. But there are many sons and daughters still serving in our armed forces and I think it might be good to share "a mother's heart" with you what those other mothers may be facing. The entries are shared as a tribute to my son and his service to our country, and to all those sons and daughters who continue to willingly place themselves in harm's way for the protection and preservation of liberty.

Day 81, August 26, 2009

Years ago when Noah first went into the Marine Corps I was given great advice, "If he is deployed, don't listen to the news." These were truly words of wisdom spoken from a woman who had "been there".

The other day I was on the treadmill at the gym, surrounded by a bank of televisions, one which was on a news channel. I couldn't hear the narration and I wasn't really reading the closed captions, but the visions and images of desert cammie-clad soldiers walking along sandy streets made me think of my Marine and my eyes welled up with tears. For a few minutes it was a struggle to maintain control, but even though my emotions were in turmoil, my faith was sure.


"Behold, the Lord's hand is not shortened, that it cannot save; neither His ear heavy, that it cannot hear." Isaiah 59:1



". . .This sign shalt thou have of the Lord, that the Lord will do the thing that He hath spoken." 2 Kings 20:9


My son's safety is of the Lord and the Lord will work all these things for Noah's good, because, as for the Lord, His way is perfect.